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Thu, 03 Mar 2005 01:55:50 GMT

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Fri, 25 Feb 2005 16:38:38 GMT

AHH Costa rica was such a blast.. I'll update w/ all the jokes n stuff lata.

Now I'm off to Orlando for a Vball tournament n hopefully I'll see some camp friends

B bk Sunday nite with all the updates

Updated picture website w/ costa rica pics, but no captions yet.. Too lazy last nite.

Costa rica pics

Adios amigos

<3 Liz

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 02:50:25 GMT

So this week was soooooo long.

Worked a ton 22 hrs in the past week to be exact.

So I'll be getting a nice lil paycheck

WEEK LONG BREAK TOMMORROW!!!!! WOOO HOO! LEAVING FOR COSTA RICA SATURDAY W/ KRISSI! SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!

Had my first tanning bed experience today. Soooo scary. Lying naked in a bed full of light bulbs is deff a weird thing.. The first 10 minutes i was just shaking I was so weirded out... Anyways hopefully I'll be a bit more tan....

So I'll b bk in a week with TONS of pics and TONs of stories hopefully.... ;-)

I GOT A JOB!!

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 02:14:26 GMT

HEYYY WHADDD UP?

Got cut from the tennis team so I thought I'd get a job.

So yesterday I went into the Beach House to apply and they sorta was just like here's an app we'll call u if we get a position open. So I took it as a theyre not really hiring so look for something else.

So today i was shopping for beads at the Bead Shop and just wondering I asked how old u had to be to work there, and she said a responsible 14 y/o or older, and I told her I was almost 16 and the school I was from and background and stuff, and she hired me on the spot n I start tommorow!!!!

So then I went to dinner w/ Bra, and my mom calls me at dinner n says the Beach House called saying they wanted to interview me or sumthan.. O well I'm already hired for something else. But atleast I kno now that I can easily get a job.

Dinner was a lot of fun. Brandon makes me smile

Anyways.. stupid me... admits to stupid him.. that i miss him... GRR and all stupid him has to say is that he doesnt want to talk to ppl bout his suxy life and is busy.. W/e.... i guess everything just takes time to get over stuff and that stupid boy can't take a few minutes to say hi... Wuteve

OC was pretty good tonite.

LATER!! MWAHZZZZZZ

<3 Liz

ahhh how i want love

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 03:00:10 GMT

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Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:08:10 GMT

It's funny how life just travels in circluar cycles.. As soon as your done helping one person, the next comes along with the same sort of thing. At first they dont want to tell you, and eventually they do. And you just think, I'm glad that's not me... But then you fear that one day it could be. One day you could be part of the hurtful and decieving cycle. Instead of being the one helping, you could be the one that needs help. And that fact just scares me....

But anyways.. I guess with this whole cycle thing, it means that one part of my cycle is over and a new phase is beginning. And even though I'm not fully over it, maybe its the way of telling me I should be, and that its truely done whether I believe it or not.

Sorry for just rambling. You all prolly have no idea what I'm talking about, and either do I. I'm hypocritical about saying how I hate all the "depressed" entries with them never saying whats wrong. And I'm sorry I'm that way.. It's just I had to think about this to make me feel better I guess.

<3 always,
Liz

PS. One Tree Hill always gets me emotional dammit!

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 03:25:32 GMT

My life consists over my obsessing over my picture website, staring blankly at my computer screen, and pitying myself...

Now thats what I call life with a meaning

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 23:39:55 GMT

I'm sick of how everyday I live is the same, and everyday sucks.

I fake a smile, cry a tear, and put up with each and everyone of them

Things I'm Sick Of and Hate

My Parents

All my parents' stupid rules

Hypocrites

School

High expectations

Faliure

Middle Schoolers

People in general

Knowing that the one person I want to care about is too busy with their own messed up life to care for me

How I know people care, but it phases me

How everyday sucks and is the same

How I try and be optimistic but secretly hate about everything

How my jeans I want to wear to dinner don't fit

Having to feel left out because of my parents "caring about me"

Having people say one thing, and get you all excited, then take it back, like always and just dissapoint u for the 183594759 time

How people say it really hurts them when u do stuff to them, but then they bite you right in the ass back 10x more

Life in general

The music on the radio

How I have so much good stuff and I still can't be happy.

Have a nice day.

<3 Liz

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 23:00:38 GMT

I'm so fucking fed up and sick with everything.

FUCK THE WHOLE FUCKING GAY ASS WORLLD!

<3 always
Liz

San Fran

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 07:15:30 GMT

Wow... My trip was a blast....

I have to say though.. Compared to everyone else there I felt like a dumbass.

Did wayyyyyy too much shopping.. But thats typical of me

Achieved 0 out of 8 of my goal... just wasn't in the mood.. don't really care tho

Did alright on the cases... Next year I'm preparing a shitload more and getting an award and showing everyone I actually am smart.

Met some really cool kids.. Loved being part of a big ol Oreo cookie.

Cookies and Milk tradition shall live on.

I'll update pics tommorow.

To bed I go, without much work done.

<3 Liz

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 23:41:10 GMT

Going to San Francisco tommorow and I'm WAY STRESSED!

I have sooo much to do. I dont think I've had this much h/w all year and my two favorite shows are on and I still have to pack. I'm royally screwed. I did get my nails done and they look awesome tho!

So in San Fran Kel and I get to get up in front of 200 people and for 20 minutes give opening statments, get questioned by Harvard law students, and then closing statements on 3 different cases both Prosecutor and Defendant sides and then also be the Supreme Court justices for those cases when being presented by differnet people. We are SO unprepared and I'm so nervous. I don't think I've ever spoken in front of more than 60 people and no way near for 20 minutes straight. I'm extremely nervous. But hopefully my clevage hanging out of my suit and my cool sunglasses will help me out... Haha yea rite!

Happy Birthday to Whitney and Dana! Yay

Call me when I'm gone ppl. I'll be bored. Back Monday nite update ya'll then.

<3 Liz

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 21:53:33 GMT

I need to learn you can never make everyone happy.

So this weekend was alright. A lot of confusion and stupid things. Last nite was pretty chill. Got to see Mya. I really like her.

I donno but nothing seems THAT much fun anymore. And since every1s getting cars I barely get to see anyone. I havent hung out with Brandon in a really long time. Although the 20 ppl watching movies at some1s house got boring after awhile, I honestly miss them and miss all that came with em.

I <3 Innocence but always end up trying to corrupt myself

O well

Weekend

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 00:25:45 GMT

Had a pretty ok 3 day weekend. Sorry for the long entry lol.

Friday - Went out with Kap and Rye and had tons of fun with exposing stuff. Hehehe

Sat - Vball practice wayyyyyyy too early and then went to the mall with Meg n Krissi, say the cute boy again, bought tons of studff from the dollar store including gas mask, play guns, sparkly hats, fireman hat, and glow sticks and cruised around having fun with those. Got Meg's car washed cruised around in the car from like 4-10 and picked up Kathleen. Didn't find a party and every1 was sorta in a bad mood. Then went to walmart n met Ryan and Mike and went with them and Kap to pick up Alyssa than a club house n chilled. It was alright.

Sunday - Volleyball practice wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too early again. Then took a nap, got ready and then went to the mall to get my makeup done. Saw cute boy again, we talked a bit, then went to Kelly's put on my dress and the party started. Her sweet 16 was soooooo much fun. From mooning ppl out the limo window, to giving Bra a lapdance, to taking provocative pics with Tristian, to seeing my best friend having a great time at her party, it was all around awesome!

Monday - Feel like shit. My left upper stomach reallllllllly hurts. I hope I don't have mono. That would sux. Slept in, went to lunch w/ Kelly n Whitney, bought a super cute bra, and then went home n slept. Had a family dinner and my mom was being all bitchy, so I went to stand up then my dad yelled at me. W/e they're stupid sumtimes. Now gotsta do hw. Blah

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 18:25:40 GMT

Sick today.. Which sux. But I had some free time so I updated my picture website. Tons of pics of everything!

Go visit it and sign the shout box

Pictures

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:22:33 GMT

It really cracks me up how ignorant and niave people can be in this world.. Wow.
Always it really pisses me off about how people are saying I'm things I'm definately not, when their worse off themselves...

Anyways, today I played in my first soccer game this year. Got CSN's first ever JV yellow card for yelling and slamming into some girl. The ref was an asshole too. W/E it was pretty cool in my opinion.

Have 1 english essay, 4 mini history essays, a chem midterm, and all my regular homework to do tonite. I'm screwed.

This past weekend was a ton of fun. Wish there was some guy to have a crush on tho.

Enough said.

<3 Liz

Past Couple Days

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 15:11:23 GMT

Alrite the past couple of days have been pretty cool.

*I went to the Orange Bowl and saw a ton of celeberties. Took a picture with Derek Jetter the shortstop for the Yankess and this British actor dude, was in touching range of Brad Pitt (OMG HE's gorgeous!), Saw Colin Farell and P Diddy, and then Ashlee Simpson, Kelly Clarkson, some country singer, and JoJo perform. Ashlee got booed off stage.. I felt sorta bad. Snuck both my dad and Brandon into Club level. Just had to bat my eyelashes and show a lil clevage. The power of boobs. The guy sitting next to me tho on one side really creeped me out, kept putting his arm round me, then on the other side this old drunk mad kept staring at my boobs. YUCK! USC won though which was awesome! Totally blew out Oklahoma State. Very exciting! I had a great time!

*Did a ton of partying with Lisa and a buncha neuman people and people who lived in Mediterra. Wow that was fun. Joe a guy from Model UN came down too. Felt sorta bad tho, I wasnt really together during his visit.

*Went back to school monday.. That sucked!

*Been trying to get over John, not really working tho.... I thought getting out my feelings would make stuff better, but I think it only made things worse.

Anyways, Happy New Year!

<3 Liz

wow life sux

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 06:26:43 GMT

So I get to go back to my depressed life now. I'm the type of girl that cannot be happy without a guy. And my guy is gone. I cared so much about him, but I guess that sometimes love can bite you in the ass. I tried so hard. Even thought it might be love. But I guess not. I really cared about John. Well, we'll see what comes next.
With much love to all those who love me.
Liz

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 03:24:08 GMT

Merry Xmas Eve everyone!!!!
But I'm Jewish so I just chilled all day.
Went to lunch w/ my mom, my godmom, and my godmom's niece
then to another lunch with John. He got me a pretty picture frame with my initials engraved, I really liked it.

Then tonight I went and saw Phantom of the Opera movie with my mom.
THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING!!!! 2 hours and 25 minutes of pure passion, drama, great acting, great effects, and just a great movie.
People r gonna hate me for saying this, but I think it might even be better than the play on broadway.
AHH I LOVED IT!

Anyways, my mom wouldn't let me watch Fareinheit 9/11 "on xmas eve" so I'm stuck here having a craving to watch it and bored outta my mind. Grr!

Anyways, I'm out.
Merry Xmas
<3 Liz

Long time, No write

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:43:58 GMT

I haven't written in this journal in months. Tons has happened almost to much to say, so I'll state the important things.

*John moved to North Carolina because of the asshole of a father of his (To make a long story short, I wish he lived here still)

*Seen John bout everyother weekend, so it hasn't been too bad

*Saw Jordan Thanksgiving Break. It was fun. Haven't talked to him since.

*I didn't make two traveling volleyball teams, but eventually made the 3rd team I tried out for, 18U Wake Volleyball Club team, and the girls r really cool

*It's Christmas Break and I'm having a blast

*Went to Harvard Model United Nations in Boston and it was a blast. Taylor hooked up w/ a hotty hot Jeff

*I probably failed my spanish mid-term

*Got a digital camera and a hot pink juicy suit for Hannukah

*Threw a suprise birthday party for Brandon, he loved it

*Threw a suprise birthday party for John, hope he loved it

* Building an awesome DVD collection

and many other things.. O well, a few months lost. But I'll start writing in this again, promise.

<3 Liz

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Hey today was cool. Got to see every1 swim... N saw this guy woody I once had a crush on long ago. Pretty good day. Latin test was good. John n I got into ANOTHER water fite.. JESSSH! Well thats bout it.

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